Hi Dan.
Welcome back and thanks for your question. I'm sorry to hear about those ongoing struggles. I will say that while I am happy to help in any way that I can please be aware we are not counselors and are not qualified to give any kind of professional advice. That being said it sounds like you are really struggling with any kind of access to the internet. Think of Covenant Eyes as a a tool in your toolbelt - ideally one of several. You also say that you have an unaccountable accountability partner that doesn't help much. I would strongly encourage you to find a new Ally - perhaps several. You may also want to look into counseling services to help you on this journey as well.
Basically, it sounds like you are trying to do this largely on your own when what you really need is a robust support network to help you. I'm going to include a number of links below to helpful blogposts, support networks, and even a counseling referral. Feel free to utilize any of them if they seem helpful.
Helpful Blog Posts
- 10 Symptoms of Porn Addiction Withdrawal and How to Manage Them85
- 50 Things to Do Instead of Watching Porn46
- The Ultimate Guide to Identifying and Redirecting Your Porn Triggers26
- 10 Indisputable Rules: A Guide to Recovery From Porn88
- Six Ways Watching Porn Affects Your Mental Health26
- Why Quitting Porn Will Improve Your Mental Health (And so Much More)37
- Jump-Start Men's Health Month by Quitting38
- Breaking the Silence: Confessing Your Porn Struggles Before You Tie the Knot27
- The Deadly Cycle of Pornography43
- Four Ways Porn Warps the Male Brain28
Free Downloadable Ebooks
- Your Brain on Porn: 5 Proven Ways Pornography Warps Your Mind and 3 Biblical Ways to Renew It28
- The Porn Circuit: Understand Your Brain and Break Porn Habits in 90 Days26
- Hobbies and Habits: Fighting Porn with Purpose28
Support Groups
Counseling and Coaching Services
Email Challenges
Online Porn Detox Programs
Testimonials:
I Was a Dead Man Walking: Chris’s Story36
I hope some of this proves helpful for you Dan. Let us know if there is anything else we can do for you sir.
Thank you and have a great day.