I have been married for 15 years and just found out that my husband has been using porn "off and on" that whole time. I am so sad. We have been through so much together and, I have come to really rely on his devotion to me. He treats me so well and calls me "his bride" but I feel like a big part of "us" has been a lie. I also feel like I can't talk to anyone because that would hurt their opinion of him. I kind of wish I never found out.